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[Jun. 20th, 2005|03:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Armor For Sleep - basement ghost singing | ] | It's 3AM and i have been by myself for a while now... so you know what that means? Too much thinking. And after all this thought and deliberation i've realized one major thing....
....i have to take a shit.
And perhaps i have been a bit too apathetic lately. i've been pretty much forcing myself out of the house to hang out with people lately. If i keep social, it helps remind me to care more. i'm telling ya, lack of daily structure and purpose takes it's toll on a person.
i leave for Bahamas on Saturday. If things go my way, the vacation will consist of a steady blur and haze because drinking is legal at 18 there, or so i've heard. So a part of me almost hopes that i can't drink out there. Because i know if i do go to a bar with my parents... i'll be very hammered by the end of the night, and well into the next morning for that matter. haha.
i don't update this thing enough anymore. i'm a LJ neglector. ... ... ... ... Armor for Sleep is good. Too good. It's scary to admit that an emo band is so good. But you can't help who you like. And i like Armor for Sleep. But i swear they're the only emo band i like! I SWEAR!! |
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